{"id":7858,"date":"2026-08-12T09:39:50","date_gmt":"2026-08-12T09:39:50","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dailynewtbn.top\/?p=7858"},"modified":"2026-08-12T09:39:51","modified_gmt":"2026-08-12T09:39:51","slug":"all-the-nannies-we-hired-quit-without-explanation-so-my-husband-put-on-a-wig-and-applied-for-the-job","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dailynewtbn.top\/?p=7858","title":{"rendered":"All the nannies we hired quit without explanation \u2013 so my husband put on a wig and applied for the job."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"515\" src=\"https:\/\/dailynewtbn.top\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/image-224-1024x515.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-7876\" srcset=\"https:\/\/dailynewtbn.top\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/image-224-1024x515.png 1024w, https:\/\/dailynewtbn.top\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/image-224-300x150.png 300w, https:\/\/dailynewtbn.top\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/image-224-768x387.png 768w, https:\/\/dailynewtbn.top\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/image-224.png 1526w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">After seven nannies left without explanation, a desperate husband went undercover to find out why. But when the agency sent him to a former nanny&#8217;s house with a secret envelope, what had they all been paid to keep it a secret?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Finding a nanny for our five-year-old daughter shouldn&#8217;t have been so difficult.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">All the nannies we hired came from the same HIGHLY RATED AGENCY.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">They all had great reviews.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The first nanny lasted three days.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The second one left him before the end of her first week.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The third one called me crying in the middle of her shift.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">They all gave the same excuse.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I&#8217;M SORRY&#8230; I JUST CAN&#8217;T DO THIS.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">None of them explained why.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">We paid you well.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Our daughter, Sophie, was a delight, polite and easy to care for.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Our house had security cameras in all common areas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nothing strange was ever seen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And yet\u2026 they all disappeared.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">After the seventh nanny quit the job, my husband, Ben, finally joked, &#8220;Maybe I should RUN IN.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I burst out laughing.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But then I fell silent.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;What if you actually did it?&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A week later, wearing a wig and glasses and using the name &#8220;Megan&#8221;, Ben responded to the ONLINE ADVERTISEMENT.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">To our surprise\u2026 they HIRED him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Not for our family.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">For another time.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">We agreed that he would keep the job as long as possible and that he would tell me everything he saw.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The first few days seemed completely normal.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The agency&#8217;s office was spotless.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The staff were smiling the whole time.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">All the nannies signed the same papers.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">All the families seemed completely normal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But, on the fifth day, something CHANGED.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Just before leaving, the agency director stopped Ben in the hallway.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He smiled at her.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;We need you to deliver one last package before you go home.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;No questions,&#8221; she said.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Just leave it on the doorstep and GO.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ben glanced at the address.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It wasn&#8217;t the house where I worked.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It wasn&#8217;t even close.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It was the address of one of the nannies who had suddenly left her job a few months ago.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Instead of handing over the envelope&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He opened it secretly.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Inside were a bank check for $15,000, a confidentiality agreement, and a letter.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The letter thanked the former nanny for agreeing not to discuss &#8220;the events witnessed during her stay.&#8221; It warned her that contacting the family, other employees, or law enforcement could constitute a breach of the agreement.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">My husband, Ben, called me from the car.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;They&#8217;re being paid to keep quiet,&#8221; he told me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I sat down at the kitchen table.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Because?&#8221;.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Don&#8217;t know&#8221;.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Did Sophie&#8217;s name come up in there?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;No. I only provided the agency and the nanny.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;What nanny?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Carla. She was the fourth.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I remembered Carla perfectly.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She was affectionate, self-assured, and treated Sophie wonderfully. On the second day, she made homemade playdough with her. On the fourth day, she left halfway through her shift and blocked both of our numbers.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Don&#8217;t give it to him,&#8221; I told you.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I wasn&#8217;t planning to do it.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ben copied the documents, resealed the envelope, and drove to Carla&#8217;s house.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He left it on the doorstep, just as he had been told, and then parked on the other side of the street.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Carla opened the door less than five minutes later. She grabbed the envelope, looked both ways, and rushed inside.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ben waited another hour before knocking on the door.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He didn&#8217;t answer her.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He slipped a note under the door.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>&#8220;I know about the agency. I&#8217;m not here to hurt you. Please call me.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nothing happened that night.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The following afternoon, an unknown number called Ben.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;You shouldn&#8217;t have opened the envelope,&#8221; a woman said.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Carla?&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Who are you?&#8221;.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ben glanced at me sideways. We had put the call on speakerphone.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;My name is Ben. My wife and I hired you to take care of our daughter.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Silence fell on the other end of the line.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Then Carla whispered, &#8220;Sophie?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Yeah&#8221;.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;You need to stop using that agency,&#8221; she said.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Because?&#8221;.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I signed something.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I saw him.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;You had no right.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Neither did they.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Carla exhaled shakily.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;You don&#8217;t understand what you&#8217;re up against.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Then help us understand it.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He refused to talk on the phone, but agreed to meet us at a cafe on the outskirts of the city.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Carla arrived wearing a baseball cap and enormous sunglasses. She chose a table at the back and kept glancing towards the entrance.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I should never have accepted that job,&#8221; he said.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Are you referring to ours?&#8221; I asked him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He nodded.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;What happened in our house?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;At first, nothing.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She gripped the coffee cup tightly in her hands.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Sophie was a delight. You were both very kind. I thought it would be an easy welcome.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;So why did you leave?&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Carla looked me straight in the eyes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Your mother.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I frowned.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;My mother died when Sophie was a baby.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Carla&#8217;s expression changed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;That woman claimed to be Sophie&#8217;s grandmother.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I knew immediately who he was referring to.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ben too.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;My mother,&#8221; he said.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Her mother, Diane, lived 20 minutes away. She came to visit us often, but never while there was a nanny working, at least not that we knew of.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;What was he doing?&#8221; Ben asked.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;He came every afternoon.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;That&#8217;s impossible,&#8221; I said. &#8220;The cameras would have recorded her.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I knew where they were.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Carla explained that Diane would enter through the side door, stay close to the blind spots next to the laundry room, and ask each nanny to accompany her to the guest bedroom, the only room without a camera.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">We had never put any there because nobody used it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;What was happening in that room?&#8221; I asked.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;He showed me a folder.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Carla&#8217;s voice softened.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I had medical records, therapy notes, photos, and recordings of you.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Recordings of me doing what?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Crying. Screaming. Saying you couldn&#8217;t handle being a mother.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I felt a knot in my chest.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Five years earlier, after Sophie&#8217;s birth, I had suffered from severe postpartum depression. I had gone to therapy and spent a short time in the hospital for treatment.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I recovered.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ben and I had never hidden it, but we didn&#8217;t talk about the worst days with strangers.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Diane told me you had stopped taking your medication,&#8221; Carla continued.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;That wasn&#8217;t true.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Now I know.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Why did you believe him?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Because he had documents. He knew names, dates, and details. He said that sometimes you seemed completely normal before becoming unpredictable.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ben leaned forward.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;What did he ask you to do?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Keep a close eye on Sophie. Note any unusual behavior. Call her if Emma comes home earlier than usual.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I stared at her, at Carla.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Did you record me?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Only once&#8221;.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Her eyes filled with shame.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;You came home laughing on the phone. Diane had told me that a sudden change in mood could be a warning sign. I recorded a video.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I remembered that afternoon. My sister had called me to tell me she was engaged.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;What made you leave it?&#8221; I asked him.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Carla lowered her gaze.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;On my fourth day, Diane told me that you had once tried to hurt Sophie.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ben&#8217;s expression hardened.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;That never happened.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I know&#8221;.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;What proof did you have?&#8221; he asked.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;He showed me a photo that was supposed to prove it. You were holding Sophie near the stairs and you had your hand raised.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I remembered the photo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sophie was two years old.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She had slipped while going up the stairs and I had grabbed her by the back of her dress.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Diane had taken the photo from the hallway.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;She cut it down,&#8221; I said.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Carla nodded.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Later, I found the original in your digital frame. I realized that I had retouched it.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Did you say something to him?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Yeah&#8221;.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;What did he say to you?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;That she was too naive to protect a child.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Carla&#8217;s voice was trembling.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Then he told me that the agency would ruin my reputation if I accused a respected family member without proof.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That night, Carla called the agency.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The director urged you to resign quietly and later offered you a settlement.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Why did you accept it?&#8221; Ben asked.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I had to pay rent, student loans, and I didn&#8217;t have a job. They promised me that the agreement only prevented me from mentioning your family in public.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;But it said not to contact the police,&#8221; I replied.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I know&#8221;.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She looked devastated.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I should have refused.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;And the other nannies?&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I spoke to two of them before the agency warned us not to communicate. Diane reached out to all of us.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Suddenly, everything made sense.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">All the nannies only lasted a few days because Diane needed time to scare them off. The cameras didn&#8217;t capture anything because she knew how to avoid them. Sophie never mentioned the visits because she thought seeing her grandmother was normal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">When we got home, Ben called his mother.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Can you come tomorrow?&#8221; he asked her.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Sure. Is something wrong?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;No. We need help with Sophie.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The tranquility of her voice gave me goosebumps.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I knew those nannies weren&#8217;t trustworthy,&#8221; Diane said. &#8220;I told you the agency was sloppy.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">After the call, Ben looked at me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;It seems he believes he hasn&#8217;t done anything wrong.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Perhaps that&#8217;s the case.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That was what scared me the most.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">We contacted two other former nannies.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">One refused to speak.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The other one, whose name is Julia, agreed after Carla assured her that we knew the truth.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Julia&#8217;s story was almost exactly the same as Carla&#8217;s.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Diane showed him her old medical records, distorted photos, and audio snippets from the months after Sophie&#8217;s birth.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Where did you get the recordings?&#8221; I asked him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;She said Ben had given them to her.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ben turned pale.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I never gave them to them.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Then she remembered an old tablet we had used as a baby monitor. Diane had borrowed it when Sophie was a baby and returned it weeks later.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The recordings should have been stored there.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Why did the agency send the checks?&#8221; Ben asked.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Julia laughed bitterly.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;To protect their reputation.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The agency had received complaints from other foster families, although not all of them were related to Diane.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Instead of investigating anything that could lead to public accusations, he discreetly paid employees to leave.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I was told that families pay for discretion,&#8221; Julia said. &#8220;They said that nannies who caused scandals never worked again.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;So everyone went quiet,&#8221; I said.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Most of us were afraid.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">By the time Diane arrived the following afternoon, we already had a plan.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ben was wearing the wig and glasses he&#8217;d used for the interview at the agency. From a distance, he looked surprisingly convincing as Megan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I hid my car several blocks away and waited in the guest bedroom closet with my cell phone recording.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sophie had spent the day with my sister.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Diane entered through the side door without knocking.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He called out softly, &#8220;Hello?&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ben went out into the hallway.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;You must be Megan.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Diane smiled.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I am Sophie&#8217;s grandmother.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She didn&#8217;t recognize him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The wig, the baggy cardigan, and the enormous glasses had changed more than just his appearance. Ben had spent a week practicing a softer voice and more composed posture.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Diane looked towards the living room camera.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Could we talk somewhere quieter?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ben followed her to the guest bedroom.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I watched them through a small crack in the closet door.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Diane took a thick folder out of her bag.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I imagine the agency told you this was an easy job.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Yes, they told me.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;They don&#8217;t know the whole situation.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He opened the folder.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;My daughter-in-law loves Sophie very much.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ben nodded.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;But love isn&#8217;t always enough.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Diane showed him my therapy reports.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Emma has a pretty serious medical history.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Is it dangerous?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Diane hesitated just long enough to make it seem like she didn&#8217;t want to say it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;It could be.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Has he ever hurt Sophie?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Not in a way that can be proven.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Diane slid the cropped photo of the staircase across the bed.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ben looked at her intently.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;What am I looking at?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Emma losing control.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Was there anyone else there?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I took the photo.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Did you see her hurt Sophie and you did nothing?&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Diane tensed up.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;It happened very quickly.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ben picked up another page.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;It says here that Emma finished treatment and was discharged five years ago.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;People relapse.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;And has she done it?&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Not officially.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ben looked at him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;So why are you telling me it&#8217;s dangerous?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Diane lowered her voice.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Because all the nannies who came before you were careless. They liked Emma. They believed her.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;What happened to them?&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;They resigned.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Did you make them resign?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I encouraged them to protect themselves.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;And did the agency pay them?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">For the first time, Diane seemed restless.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;What do you know about that?&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ben took off his glasses.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Then she took off her wig.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">His mother stared at him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">All the color drained from his face.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Ben?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Thank goodness my wife recovered years ago.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Diane got up so fast that the folder fell off the bed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;What is this?&#8221;.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;The truth&#8221;.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;You have deceived me.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;You lied to seven women.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I protected my granddaughter.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;From Emma?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;About what might happen.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I came out of the closet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Diane turned towards me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The world came crashing down on him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Emma?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;You told some strangers that I was dangerous.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I was afraid.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;You showed them my private medical records.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I had to make them understand.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Understand what?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She looked at Ben as if he could help her.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But he didn&#8217;t.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Diane sat on the edge of the bed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;When Sophie was born, you were ill.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I know&#8221;.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;You said horrible things.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I was sick.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;You said you wanted to disappear.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I sought help.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;But what if it happens again?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">His voice broke.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;What if everyone relaxes and something happens?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ben shook his head.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Well, we will react to what is happening, not to what happened five years ago.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Diane started to cry.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I couldn&#8217;t lose Sophie.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The truth finally came to light.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This was never just about protecting Sophie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Diane had become Sophie&#8217;s primary caregiver during the worst months of my illness. She fed her, rocked her, and slept beside her crib while I was in treatment.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">When I recovered, Diane had to take a step back.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But in reality, he never really did.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;You thought every nanny was replacing you,&#8221; I told her.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;No&#8221;.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;So why were you chasing them away?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I needed someone responsible.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;You needed someone who would be loyal to you.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He did not deny it.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ben picked up the folder.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;You had been keeping information about my wife for five years.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I kept evidence.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;From his recovery?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Diane looked at him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Of risk.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I felt something inside me calm down.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">For years, she had carried the shame of the mother she had been during those months. Diane had turned that shame into a weapon and convinced others that recovery was an illusion.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;You will not enter this house again without permission,&#8221; I told him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">His eyes opened wide.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Emma, \u200b\u200bplease.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;You&#8217;re going to give me back all the copies of my medical records, all the photos, and all the recordings.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I was just trying to help.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;No,&#8221; I told him. &#8220;You were trying to control us.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ben stood next to me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;If you contact another nanny, the agency, or Sophie&#8217;s school, we will request a restraining order.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Diane stared at him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Would you do that to your own mother?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;You did this to my wife.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He left without saying goodbye.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The next morning, Ben and I met with the agency director.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">We left copies of the confidentiality agreement, Carla&#8217;s statement, Julia&#8217;s statement, and Diane&#8217;s recording on his desk.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The director&#8217;s rehearsed smile vanished.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;We were unaware of this specific behavior.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;You had seven complaints related to our management,&#8221; I told him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;They were not the same.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Because you never investigated them.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ben leaned forward.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;You paid people to keep quiet.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She insisted that the payments were standard arrangements for resolving disputes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">We told him that our lawyer would decide if that explanation was sufficient.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Within two weeks, the agency released all former nannies from their confidentiality agreement and announced an external investigation.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The director resigned shortly afterwards.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Carla came back to our house once.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He stood at the door looking nervous.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I should have told you.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;You were scared,&#8221; I told him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Even so, I left you thinking that Sophie was the problem.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I glanced into the living room, where Sophie was building a tower.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;It never was.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Carla sat down with us for coffee. 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